And that scares me.
Despite this blog being full of my low moments, I’m generally an optimist. Maybe that’s why I feel the need to document my more negative moments – they seem noteworthy due to their rarity.
But now I can’t see a silver living to this cloud that’s threatening me, that’s threatening the life and lifestyle I have planned out for myself. It may be nothing – it may go away and sunny skies will be there once again. But if – and it’s a big ‘but if’ – it is there, I don’t know if I’ll be able to see things as half full anymore.
In other news, I want to buy some shoes.
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